IRONIS

03:00 sore
03.08.98
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(aku melihat suatu penggalan adegan kehidupan saat itu)

UNTUAK AMA

HANYA ENGKAU SATU DALAM HIDUPKU
BAHAGIAMU TUJUAN HIDUPKU
DUKAMU KARNAKU ADALAH NERAKAKU

H I T A M I N D A H

HITAM INDAH

HITAM INDAH BERJALAN DALAM GELAP
DI ISI HAWA PANAS MENERPA DARATAN
ARAH PASTI LUPA PADA APA YANG DILALUI
PASRAH DIRI SETELAH PAGI DATANG

YAKINKAN DIRI UNTUK TEMUI PAGI
KARENA MENTARI MENUNGGU JIWA YANG SUNYI
JIKA AWAN TAK MENGHALANGI LANGIT
SINAR MENTARI MENERANGI PADANG HATI

TIDAK SEMUA HITAM DISINARI MENTARI
KARENA HITAM BERLINDUNG DI BAYANG BAYANG AWAN
TAPI INGAT, ANGIN AKAN MENUNTUN AWAN
AGAR MENTARI MENYINARI SEMUA HITAM

APAKAH HITAM MAU DISINARI MENTARI ?
ATAU HITAM TETAP BERLARI DI BAYANG BAYANG AWAN
KARENA BUKAN HITAM JIKA DI TERANGI MENTARI
KASIHAN HITAM, JIKA HARUS API YANG MENERANGINYA

R E P E N T A N C E

REPENTANCE

STANDING BESIDE THE DEATH GATE OF INTERMENT
WAITING FOR A BEAST SIDE OF KIND PRETENDER
COME AND GET CLOSER TO YOUR EVIL LIVE SPIRIT
BRING YOUR SOUL TO THEIR DEATH DOMINATION

DARK THROUGH THE NIGHT BY CREEPIN THE EARTH
STARS THROUGH THE SKY SPREAD RAPIDLY
WARM SOUL COME OUT THROUGH YOUR VEINS
BURN YOUR HALITINATION OF THE AFFAIRS OF MORTAL LIFE

SERVE WILDNESS BE THE PROUD OF YOUR
BLOW UP YOUR HEAD MAKE YOU FEEL AS A LIVING CORPSE
SPLIT YOUR HUMANITY FROM SOUL OF ARISTOCRACY
UNTIL THE SUN SHINE THROUGH THE WINDOW OF VICTIME CELL

NOW YOU DEPLORE THEM ALL WITH THE NAME OF ANGUISH
AFTER YOU REALIZE BY YOUR OPEN EYES
THERE IS THE SUN HANG ON THE SKY EXAMINE YOU CLOSELY
BUT YOU HAVE NO OPPORTUNITY TO REGRATE IT ALL

NOTHINGS REMORSE COME TO YOU EARLIER
BEFORE YOU FACE THE SHAPE OF TRUTH
YOU JUST CAN LEARN FROM THE PAST OF YOU POIGNANCY
YOU SO MINDED IF IT STOP IN YOUR LIFE NEXT

NEVER LEAVE THE CONFUSION CAUSE NO WAY OUT
BUT AGAINTS AND FACE ALL OFF TROUBLE YOU CREATED
IF YOU LEAVE IT, THEY WILL BE YOUR ABORTIVE ATTEMPT
YOU CAN'T DENY A LITTLE OF OR ALL OF THE BLUNDER

(waktu sama Yogi, 10.06.98)